The Grief of Adulting
I don't know but I'm sure I'll read this maybe in the next 5 year and by that time, I'll see the unexpected past me. Anyway, I am in the mid of my 20s this year, and there's so much things that've been on my mind. Getting married, savings, kerja yang stabil, you named it. Being mid 20s, buat kita fikir so much things yg kita belum achieve lg. Apalagi zaman sekarang dipenuhi dgn 'influencers' di sosial media, buat kita terkejar-kejar mencari makna 'successful' yang sebenar. As for me, I am so tired of being me. Sometimes, I just want the world to stop for a while, stop growing up, stop looking for money. I just want to rest for a bit. Exhausted but hidup tanpa makna itu lebih memenatkan. I stop doing the things that I like few years ago. In my teen years, I love doing blog, play with code, graphic design is my passion, I said, lmao. but then when I grew a little bit, I realised I am not that good and creativity is not for me. Then, I tried to lea...